Anchored

Here are a couple more insights I've learned recently about thoughts and feelings.

• There are four parts to every conversation:

1. What we say or what they say. (circumstance or fact)
2. What we mean or what they mean.
3. What they hear or what we hear.
4. What they make it mean or what we make it mean.

What we make a circumstance mean is the story we tell ourselves. We can unravel that story by asking ourselves why we think that and if it is serving us.

If the thought isn't serving us and helping us show up as the person we want to be, then we can choose what to think instead and learn to change that thought.

This is easier said, than done. However, it is entirely possible with more awareness and lots of practice.

• Remember, the "self-coaching model" is: circumstances trigger our thoughts -> thoughts create our feelings -> feelings drive our actions -> and our actions cause the results in our life.

We may sometimes feel that an unsettling event has "triggered" us. The truth is that triggers are FEELINGS that come from our thoughts about circumstances (the event). "Triggers" are actually just information that can help us understand our thinking better.

We can learn to feel and release negative emotion as we stay anchored to who we want to be through the help of our Savior.

I have an anchor hanging on the wall just above the floor in my office to remind me of the importance of staying anchored in truth. This scripture from the Bible is written on it: "Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding" (Proverbs 3:5).

Here are a few pictures of that anchor, along with some of our family:

Our daughter and grandson

Grandpa time

Playing in my office

Me with our grandson on a Sunday afternoon

An example of how this works is the situation with our grandson. Our unmarried daughter told me she was pregnant last year on mother's day. (That is the circumstance, which is neutral.) 

I spent a lot of time worrying about what that would mean for her/our future (thoughts) and struggling with how I felt about her situation as an unmarried mother (feelings). I finally decided that I would just continue to honor her agency and support her in any way I could (that was showing up how I wanted to in the situation). 

Our grandson was born six months ago and it has been the most unexpected blessing. I have been able to spend time with him every day during the pandemic, which wouldn't have been possible if they didn't live with us. I'm grateful that I chose to stay anchored in truth. 

My good friend gave me the saying behind us: "It doesn't matter how slow you go as long as you don't stop." That phrase has served me well during all the changes I've made over the past decade. It will continue to help me as I'm learning to choose my thoughts and feelings more automatically.