My Answer (October 3–4, 2020)

• Update to my life coach after evening session of General Conference on October 3rd: 

I feel much more grounded now that I've listened to six hours of conference talks and calming music. And have cried a bucket full of tears. 

During the women's meeting, I made the hard decision to delete Jody Moore off Instagram and unsubscribed from her podcast. I literally sobbed when I pushed those buttons, but I felt the Lord whispering that I need to focus more on the simple and basic truths of the gospel to refill my tank. She was one of the reasons I found my coach, though, and I'm grateful for that. Perhaps, I will find a new therapist because of those promptings this morning as well.

• Update to my life coach before morning session of General Conference on October 4th:

The answer to my struggles has descended powerfully upon me overnight. 

Picture from Jasper National Park in Alberta, Canada
(I'm not sure who to give photo credit to.)

I have spent so much time trying to figure out my brain and feelings (which are both damaged because of mortality) over the past six months that I have completely turned my life upside down. Jesus is my answer. If you're able to support me in that, I welcome your help. I also welcome your prayers. 

I'm all in with this new model. I've never been so sure of anything in my life. Are you interested in coaching me with this? 

* My coach replied:  Absolutely!!! He is the answer to everything.